Greg Halpen, TheGayGuysLoveCoach

I had a blast last night talking with Greg Halpen on Blogtalkradio’s TheGayGuysLoveCoach.  Thank you to Greg for inviting me onto the show and for being such a tremendous host.

Greg and I covered several ‘juicy’ areas during our discussion.  We even had a wedding planner call in to discuss how to handle couples who get ‘testy’ during the wedding preparations process.

Be sure you click here to listen in, the show lasted approximately 30 minutes.  You can listen via streaming and you can download a copy of the show via mp3 as well.

BTW, Greg and I are cooking up an event for the single gals and guys in New York City later this summer, so, be on the lookout for more information to come soon!

Given recent events in the U.S. regarding gay marriage, I do wonder…

Where do we go from here?

Certainly, at some time in the future, all gay Americans will have the right to marry someone of the same sex.  But, what do those of us who don’t live in Massachusetts do in the meantime?  What do couples do?

I believe gay and lesbian couples should ‘fake it till they make it’.  What do I mean by this wise old Alcoholics Anonymous phrase?

I believe that each and every gay and lesbian couple should move forward AS IF they are married!  Why wait for the law to catch up?  Yes, so what if a bunch of stupid laws try to stop you from loving fully who you want?  I say, you don’t have to let the laws stop you from being proud of the love you are building together.  I say, you must do all you can to more deeply value your life partnership, even if you can’t get married right now.

There is so much more you can probably do to

• treasure
• celebrate, and
• nurture

your bond, regardless of what anyone else does or says and regardless of current laws.

If you believe in a creator, just know that the creator isn’t concerned about man-made attempts to regulate your love life.  Your love transcends any earthly laws.

You know what:  I have a gut feeling if more of us would take a more active approach in exhibiting publicly our commitment to one another (as in, what is the next step we can take to deepen our commitment?), we’d speed up passage of full marriage rights for all Americans.  Just as in coming out as individuals do we change the world, I believe we could do so on the partnership level as well!

Why do I say so?  Because I believe in taking our relationships more seriously by taking action to

• sign up for the domestic partnership registry in your town if you have one (and, if not, see if there is a group active in your area focusing on passage of such a law and join the effort!)
• create relationship agreements with your partner using the support of an attorney and/or mediator
• do all you can legally to protect your bond, it’s assets and your partner, should you predecease him or her
• have a public civil union
• get married in a gay-affirmative church (even if it isn’t legal), complete with reception and honeymoon
• continue to get more active politically in your state re: gay marriage rights (ally with the organizations who are already working on this – they are smart and know how to tackle the issue next)
• sign up for domestic partnership benefits on the job
• etc., etc., etc.

And, the cool thing is this – you could do all of this, NOT to prove a point, but to more deeply treasure, nurture and celebrate your bond!  That in itself would be a reward.  That’s right!  When you practice commitment in your relationship, you are ensuring it’s continued health and happiness.  Marriage is just a piece of paper, and weddings just get a relationship off the ground, but commitment is what keeps a relationship going long and strong!

By the way – it’s National Coming Out Day tomorrow.  I hope you will celebrate by being more truthful about who you are.  If you are single, be sure to tell someone you’ve been wanting to be more honest with, someone you gauge as relatively safe to come out to, that you are a proud, gay American and single lesbian. 

If you are a couple, what can the two of you do to express your love more openly to the world tomorrow???

I leave you now with a touching letter written by my dear colleague, Dan Furmansky, who is the executive director of Equality Maryland.  Dan wrote the letter this past week following the disappointing ruling from the Maryland Supreme Court who deemed that it’s okay to discriminate against gays who not just want to marry but who need the protections this legal term carries…

From Washington Jewish Week

I’ve tired of fighting for dignity, respect – by Dan Furmansky
Tuesday, October 2, 2007

I lost some faith last week. The freedom to marry is a fundamental right being recognized around the world, but last week, Maryland’s highest court upheld the state’s ban on marriage for same-sex couples, dashing the hopes of countless families to be treated the same as their neighbors. The legal opinion was demeaning, employing flimsy reasoning to reach its tortured conclusion that the provisions of equality in our Constitution do not apply to everyone.

My personal investment is more than that I am a gay man, though that alone would warrant my feelings of disappointment. I helped birth this legal challenge 3 1/2 years ago with my organization, Equality Maryland, and the American Civil Liberties Union of Maryland.

I took on the challenge as a spiritual activist, facing clergy and legislators who refer to gays and lesbians as “ungodly” and “immoral.” I’ve spoken in numerous places of worship, and always do my best to channel God to help people understand both the legal and spiritual disenfranchisement at stake. I am close with the plaintiff couples in the litigation, some of whom are like family and fellow soldiers.

The press conference that followed the ruling felt like a shiva as the couples fought back tears and dealt with the reality that social justice would not be served, and for some, that their children would continue to be denied basic securities. It was a harried week of media, strategic planning and rallies that allowed me no chance to breathe. I was numb. Then, I was angry at the four-judge majority.

When I went to shul for Kol Nidre three evenings later, I realized the depth of my heartache, for I failed to steel my heart for the possibility that a just government could turn its back on the needs and hopes of people joined in love or on a path in search of it. The rabbi sermonized about how we change our perception of, and identification with, God based upon our own life experiences and emotional needs. While I tried to take the rabbi’s words to heart and began my fast with spiritual intentions, by late that night, I had fully realized anger at God.

On Saturday, I slept until noon and ate at 2:30.

I failed to honor Yom Kippur because I was angry at an existence that allows this injustice. Yet, being angry in such a way meant I was out of sync with my God beliefs. The God I perceive cannot be described as omniscient or vengeful – my God is not well described at all with adjectives attributable to the human condition. “Victim” is not a word I seek to identify with myself or with any group to which I belong. It became clear that it made little sense for me to be angry at God. I let go the best I could, but days later, remnants of this feeling remain.

My heart is broken because I am tired of fighting for dignity and respect when we have existed in every culture at every time. My heart is broken because employment discrimination against us is still legal in most states, courts take away our children and people feel it’s acceptable to make moral pronouncements about us in the form of sermons, constitutional amendments, discharges from the military and smashed car windows.

As for denying marriage equality, my Lord, it’s difficult enough to find one’s b’shert in life without worrying that society will make it difficult for you once you do. Denying equal marriage rights – besides stigmatizing children and their parents – can mean denial of health insurance and medical decision-making rights. There is no way to sponsor a foreign-born partner to stay in the country. There are no guarantees to make post-mortem decisions if a partner dies, and there are crippling taxes for inheriting jointly owned property from a nonspouse.

There is no entitlement to access a deceased partner’s social security benefits, no ability to inherit without wills and the threat that wills could be challenged by anti-gay relatives with legal standing as family.

As those of us affected by this ruling struggle to maintain our faith in justice, please consider channeling extra tikkun olam this new year. Make your congregation a welcoming one. Make this social justice movement your own. Help bring love, healing and fairness to your gay and lesbian brothers and sisters.

Dan Furmansky is the executive director of Equality Maryland.

Sometimes it’s difficult keeping the faith when you are gay and you want the right to marry.  You have detractors from all sides…

I know that I am a strong voice in the GLBT community, but my voice is easily drowned out at this time because of one or more of the above constituencies.

But…I will persevere.  Why?  Because in my gut I know that marriage is a sacred AND civil right that ALL Americans should have the right to enter into, equally, regardless of whether the couple is composed of a man and a woman or a woman/woman or man/man. 

And, because I know, from reading valid, credible studies in the mental health and healthcare literature, that when a person is legally married and perceives that they are part of a supportive, secure, happy marriage, he or she has access to a multitude of…

• financial
• legal
• social
• psychological
• spiritual
• physical
• sexual
• ?????

benefits that singles, domestic partnered and civil unioned partners and other couples who are living together but unmarried, can’t access or achieve.  I would also like to add that certain ‘domestic partners’ (such as heterosexual couples who are older/’senior’ or retired and choose NOT to marry – but could) are a separate case that I’m not referring to here.

While I’m not a political expert or gay historian, here’s my short and sweet list of ‘high points’ in the gay marriage movement, as of today:

• prior to just a few years ago, any attempts to advance gay marriage were pretty small and obscure (but were building as a result of the gay movement’s gains in other key areas)
• parallel to the gay marriage and/or ‘relationship recognition’ movement, states such as Vermont and Connecticut have passed civil union laws allowing gay couples to form legal, if less than equal to marriage, agreements with one another
• nervousness as a result, at the federal level in the past decade or so, has led presidents to ‘go political’ and react.  President Clinton  signed DOMA (Defense of Marriage Act – federal legislation specifying that marriage is only for heterosexual couples) AND President Bush pushed for a federal, anti-gay marriage amendment (which in essence isn’t necessary since there is DOMA AND since never in the country’s history has discrimination against a group of people been written into the Constitution.  One could argue, as well, that discriminating against a group of people using the U.S. Constitution was certainly never the intention of it’s authors!)
• a few brave couples in a handful of BLUE (highly democratic) states eventually organized and summoned the courage to file lawsuits demanding the right to marry
• as a result of a suit such as above Massachusetts became the first and only state (so far) to legalize gay marriage
• other states and cities got in on the act in response (hence the flurry of impromptu gay marriage ceremonies in places such as San Francisco)
• AFTER Massachusetts made gay marriage legal, a ‘conservative’ backlash ensued including President Bush using this debate to his advantage in winning re-election in 2004
• gay marriage political strategists decided to focus their energies on continuing at the state-by-state level
• gay marriage has been ‘turned away’ a number of times in the states (Maryland, New York)
• gay civil unions have met with greater success (so far)

The religious right, with their ability to partner with those in the middle who aren’t yet convinced that gays deserve the right to marry, have countered strongly by convincing the ‘powers that be’ to put the brakes on my rights!

The fight for gay marriage will carry on.  Before gay marriage, I also think there is hope that in moving towards any legal form of relationship recognition for gay couples, gay couples will begin to enjoy at leasat some of the rights and benefits legal marriage brings.

My post today resulted from the thoughts I had after reading a great article on the subject at Boston.com, which you can read here, called ‘Courts a tough road to gay marriage’. (A pdf reader is required).

So, if you are, like me, an advocate of gay marriage, not because I’m a radical, but because I’m a fair-minded human who believes in doing what is not only in the best interests of the individual, but in the best interests of society as a whole (socially, economically, spiritually, health-wise, etc.), hang in there!  There are many organizations continuing to ‘fight the good fight’. 

One of the experts interviewed in the Boston.com article, constitutional scholar and Yale professor William Eskridge, paints a hopeful future…

High court losses don’t mask huge gains for gays in the last decade, Eskridge said. Nine states have approved spousal rights in some form for same-sex couples — Connecticut, Vermont, New Hampshire, New Jersey, Maine, California, Oregon, Washington and Hawaii.

Every state will eventually have to create some kind of legal structure to deal with the financial and social realities of same-sex relationships, Eskridge said. It may not be gay marriage everywhere, but it will be some form of expanded rights, he said.

“It took generations to make any progress on race,” Eskridge said. “This stuff doesn’t come overnight.”

Even so, don’t become complacent.  THE PERSONAL IS POLITICAL!  If you are in a relationship, the best thing you can do is vote with your feet and ‘put your money where your mouth is’. 

If you’re not ready to share your personal story, fine.  You can be as anonymous as you wish and still have an impact.  A great national organization working on relationship recognition for gay couples is HRC. Pick at least one organization (in fact my recommendation is that you fund regularly one national, pro-gay marriage organization and one in your state) and support them any way you can. For example, these organizations always need money, volunteers, etc.. 

Then, when you are ready to be most authentic and share your personal experiences, be more visible and tell your story.  If you are ashamed of being gay and you aren’t out to the important people in your life, why is that?  You don’t have to be. 

If you believe you face serious repercussions for being out, I challenge you to do something about that – move to a more affirming neighborhood, city or state.  Or at least begin the process of becoming more authentic by talking with a coach or therapist about your own personal growth and happiness.  I don’t believe you will ever reach your potential as a human being living two lives!  I mean that…

Just remember – it’s YOUR life.  Do you really understand the serious risks you might be taking by not being out???  While you may be able to deny it, you pay heavy costs…

• financially
• legally
• socially
• psychologically
• spiritually
• physically
• sexually
• ?????

when you hid your true self in the world.

Maybe you need to go and get married in Massachusetts!  Or, if that’s too bold, find out what rights you have in your city or state as far as relationship recognition and, secure them!  Your relationship will become that much stronger for doing so.

The most courageous need to get out there and share with others how the inability to marry (or have a civil union) impacts you and your relationship.

As they’ve always said about advancing gay rights, the same holds true for gay marriage.  The best way to advance both is to be out, visible and proud!  October is Coming Out Month.  What will you do to celebrate???

Out and Proud,

Barb Elgin

Wow, I had the honor this week of learning about the strides Connecticut is making in the area of equality for same sex couples and educating some of my fellow coaches on the dangers of reparative or ‘ex-gay’ therapies and coaching methods.

Educating Coaches To Become More Gay-Affirmative

Earlier this week, I participated in a passionate discussion occuring on one of the professional lists I’m a member of through the relationship coaching school I attend.  I don’t post on this list very often, but, when one of the school’s leaders announced she was looking for speakers for an upcoming panel on coaching gay and lesbian singles, a fellow coach took this as an opening to post about her services as a gay ‘re-orientation’ coach.

I responded, first to say I wanted to be a panel member then, I responded to the ‘ex-gay’ coach.  I was very professional in my reply but clearly let her and list members know that there was no such thing as the diagnoses she referred to in her post, like Same Sex Attachment Disorder. 

Diagnoses only make the ‘bible’ of treatment (the DSM-IV-TR) after exhaustive research and clinical reviews that can take years.  I doubt this so-called ‘disorder’ will ever make the treatment manual because there must be tons of research to back a disorder up and an overwhelming consensus amongst the credible research and clinician community to allow a diagnosis in the book.  This process is very difficult for good reason:  labeling has consequences for the individual.  Diagnosing must be done with great care.

I had mounds of support from my fellow coaches on the list, gay and non-gay.  One coach reminded readers that the coaching approach assumes each individual is whole and, that if someone needs ‘fixing’ then therapy, not coaching, is appropriate, meaning that ‘re-orientation’ coaching is thus, inappropriate.

Another member listed all of the credible, professional organizations who report there is no evidence that homosexuality is a disorder needing treatment, ‘curing’ or ‘re-orientation’.

The re-orientation coach reported she had a ‘certification in re-orientation’ coaching.  I’ve never heard of such a certification.

I also said that, while I always respected an individual’s right to ‘choose’ to change, I thought that whether someone is able to be ‘self-determining’ regarding his or her sexual orientation is often hard to ‘tease out’ because people who are gay, bi, or are questioning their sexuality, often don’t feel full permission to make an independent, authentic decision about who they are because of societal, family, religious, etc. pressures. 

Often, an individual is not even conscious of the fact he or she is being coerced or manipulated.  In fact, my passionately held belief in the value of self-determination often clashes with religious practices that subscribe to the concept of ‘original sin’.  Original sin basically says that people are born ‘broken’.  Again, this clashes with my values.  Original sin basically says that you can’t trust the individual so you have to ‘tell him or her how to live’. 

Individuals left to their own devices, according to the ‘broken-ness’ model, will ‘go astray’.  Thus, don’t trust or allow the individual to find out for him or herself how he or she believes and desires to live. 

There are alternatives to the ‘original sin’ philosophy.  For example, perhaps it’s just as likely that people are born into ‘original blessing’ (to quote Matthew Fox, a priest with a PhD in a particular spiritual discipline, who has authored at least 28 books on spirituality).

Or, perhaps awareness is key and life is about becoming more aware, plain and simple.  Lack of awareness is not bad or evil, just a lack.

Of course, it might be hard for folks to believe we are born ‘whole’ given the week we’ve had, witnessing the apparent ‘broken-ness’ of some of our brothers and sisters (namely the tragedies at Virginia Tech and NASA Houston).

To me, self-determination is a sacred aspect of the soul and shouldn’t be tampered with by anyone other than that soul.  Spiritual beliefs are very unique and private.  I liken allowing individuals to find their own way on the spiritual path (and even to choose not to take a spiritual path at all) to true love.  Love doesn’t coerce.  Love accepts.  Love is about allowing each soul to find it’s own way.

That doesn’t mean we don’t protect the innocent from those who do physical harm and attempt to help those whose thoughts, feelings and behaviors stray too far from ‘the norm’.

So, to me, there needs to be a balance when it comes to ‘listening to the beat of your own drum’ versus being a decent citizen.  There are an overwhelming number of studies showing that gays and lesbians are as normal as straight men and women on every human characteristic.

I also shared that it has been my experience that for some people, the road to authenticity and living an out, gay and proud life includes a detour through an ‘ex-gay’ experience.  If you haven’t heard, there are plenty of folks out there who are what is called ‘ex-ex gay’.  Including the original founders of the first ex-gay movement: Exodus.

Coach Sappho’s Gay Marriage Update: Lawmaker’s Coming Out Changes the Gay Marriage Debate in Connecticut

I.  The Courageous Beth Bye

If you’ve ever doubted the truth in the quote ‘be the change you want to see’ or you doubt what can happen when you take the approach that you can always ‘come out’ more authentically to those you live and work with, let me tell you about Rep. Beth Bye of Connecticut.

Ms. Bye made a huge decision on April 12th when she spoke up about the reality of her life during the Connecticut legislature’s consideration of a gay marriage bill.  She was not in the closet, however, she realized she needed to take her next step in ‘coming out’ by saying more to her colleagues about her life and how anti-gay policies (or the lack of equal rights) affected her life.

Ms. Bye’s heartfelt speech convinced many more legislators to vote for the bill.  Experts thought the vote would be very close.  Instead, it passed with flying colors.  If you’d like to read more about her victory, click here.

II.  The Passionate Rev. Margie Allen

As a result of speaking out on the coach discussion list mentioned above, I met a straight, married ally who supported me and my posts and told me about her pastor, who is a lesbian.  The pastor, Margie Allen, recently spoke of her great hurt at not being able to marry her partner and explained to her congregation why civil unions just don’t cut it.  Ms. Allen heads up the United Unitarian congregation in Westport, Connecticut.

If you’d like to listen to Ms. Allen’s sermon, titled “We Do”, click here and then click on the ‘listen now’ or ‘download’ link.  The sermon is quite compelling, if I say so myself!

I’d like to thank Margie Allen and Beth Bye and challenge each reader to follow suit!  After you do, be sure to post here on the blog and tell us what you did to change the course of history!

Being the change I want to see,

Barb Elgin

Today’s Pop Quiz on Gay Marriage:  How many same sex marriages are currently recorded in Massachusetts? (Don’t peek! – Take a good guess and look for the answer at the end of today’s post).

I’ve decided to add a new series to Coach Sappho’s ‘Authentic Loving’ blog called, simply ‘Gay Marriage Update’ (if you can think of a better catch phrase which describes these posts, email me and let me know). 

As I come across the news and events regarding gay marriage that I think important for you to know (such as the positive progress of same sex marriage rights in the U.S. and around the world), I’ll do my best to cull news together in one place for you here!

I’m hoping you, as a savvy reader, will increase your interest in the subject of gay marriage.  I make no bones about it – I believe gays and lesbians should have the same rights as straight couples in marrying the person they love.  I believe, based on my understanding of the U.S. Constitution, that same sex couples are being denied their full and equal rights.  And I also believe that other legal arrangements such as domestic partnership and civil unions don’t quite ‘cut’ it.  Yes, these ‘bandaids’ are better than nothing, but they are a far cry from legal marriage.

We can be the change we want to see.  I want to stand before my loved ones (those family and friends who love me as I am) and the universe and marry my beloved in this lifetime. 

I also don’t want to play the serial monogamy game anymore and I’m tired of U-Haul relating.  I say we need to ‘raise the bar’ on our standards regarding our precious relationships.  Obviously, we are probably doing not much worse than heterosexual marrieds (with their 50-60% divorce rate and 60-some percent marital affair rate), but if we were able to respect ourselves and our relationships more, we could probably show straights a thing or two about keeping a relationship together.

And, with the increase in ability for our communities to connect via the internet, global travel, etc., I believe we can be choosy and we don’t have to settle for a ‘scarcity mentality’ (where we believe we have to settle because it’s so hard to find other same sex, compatible, potential life partners).  How about you? 

If you’re single, aren’t you ready to find a LIFE partner and partnership???  And, if you are in a relationship, aren’t you ready to give it what it needs to last (and grow)?  Afterall, what’s the alternative?  Me myself I’d rather invest – on all levels – in someone and something I know will most likely be there tomorrow.

Even if you are anti-marriage in general, because you’ve seen the negatives of a still, sometimes ‘patriarchal’ system, don’t you want to help those gay friends of yours who WANT to get married succeed?

By reading this blog, I guarantee you will become more knowledgeable about what is going on in the world regarding same sex marriage and why it’s so important for gays to have this right, particularly when it comes to those LESS talked about levels: the impact on an individual’s self esteem, career success, one’s family and community as a whole, children, emotional and physical health, etc.  I also hope you getting more information will inspire you to get more involved in helping justice happen in more places. 

I promise you this: as you join me in helping you and other GLBT’s (and allies)…

• you will improve your own self respect (and happiness) by becoming the best person you can be so you don’t feel you have to ‘settle’ for any relationship
• you will take your time to date and not rush into an exclusive and committed relationship until you are sure it is a great move for you
• you will take even more time as a ‘pre-committed’ or premarital couple to stop and ask yourselves (and truly discern) ‘is this the relationship for me?’ BEFORE you make a formal commitment to one another
• you will walk away if you and your partner aren’t a ‘good enough’ fit
• you will do whatever it takes to be sure your newly minted, committed relationship gets off the ground on the right foot
• you will do whatever it takes to ensure your committed relationship lasts (and is deeply satisfying too)

Wow, I’m psyched, are you?

Gay Marriage Update – April 3, 2007

As usual alot is going on, in our favor!  Kudos to Massachusetts governor Deval Patrick, who ordered the recording of 26 marriages that former governor Mitt Romney refused to allow on the record books.  These 26 couples are residents of other states but came to Massachusetts to marry.

I’m glad to see Massachusett’s new governor being more conscious of the gay marriage issue and inclusive of the needs of gay couples.  While these couples still won’t be recognized as married in their states (and of course they still aren’t recognized federally), they are at least being given their due, written recognition in the records, avoiding the invisibility that was occurring.

On another note, hold yer breath:  the city of San Francisco and 22 gay couples from California have gone to the state supreme court to hear their case for equal marriage rights.  A ruling would probably take at least a year, according to experts and this is the path that couples took in Massachusetts, which was the first state to legalize gay marriage, in 2003.

Number of Massachusetts same sex marriages:  approximately 8,000.